- Khalid Calling...
- Khalid Calling...
- Khalid Calling...
- Khalid Calling...
- Khalid Calling...
AlJohara: 97aitny! What?
Khalid: Mo 7ala hathi kl yoom mbwza
AlJohara: Esh titw83 mny 3la kl 7rkatk hathi
Khalid: Malak 6ahr mashalla?
AlJohara: Good night :)
I hung up before he could say anything else. I know he hates when I do that but this is driving me crazy. We've been like this for a couple of months now, and I can't take it anymore.
I bend my pillow and smother myself with it and just let my mind wander until I fall back asleep.
"WAKE UP JEJE!!!!" Vita's voice repeatedly shrieks in the most annoying way possible.
"WHAT??????????"
"Ay Jeje you will be very late for school. Your brother always late because of you." She says as she's walking out of my room.
I try to scrape myself out of bed and head to the bathroom.
Monday, July 14, 2014
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Finale.
Saud: "Well maybe I don't want to "handle it" anymore." Then he stormed out and slammed the door.
My god, this week just keeps getting worse and worse.
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I decided that I couldn't take staying in my room any longer.
Everyone was still in class so I went to the entertainment room.
When I reached it, I broke down and started crying again.
After a solid 20 minutes of crying Faisal walked by the room, then came back and came inside.
"I'm going to kick his ass."
I cried even harder.
He took of his jacket and covered me.
Faisal: "Lama, it's me."
I broke down, and he put his arm around me and I laid my head on his chest, and I automatically felt better.
"I thought you hated me, I thought I lost you." I weeped.
Faisal: "Lama I love you, I can never hate you, and you will NEVER lose me."
I hugged him tighter. "I'm sorry Fasooli."
Faisal: "Don't be it's my fault. I should've told you how I felt."
I cried harder. "I know it's only been two days but I missed you! I missed talking to you."
He held my face between his hands: "Hey! You can always talk to me! Nothing can ever change that Lama."
I cried: "Walah i love you Fasooli."
Faisal: "It's okay I know. Where is he? Ana a3lmk fii."
Me: "I was crying about you."
He smiled, and tightened his hug.
Me: "Why aren't you in class?"
Faisal: "Mn meta o ana a7'6r morning classes?"
I smiled.
He then added: "Plus I have to pack."
I cried again: "You're leaving because of me I know it."
Faisal: "Because of you, and because of other things."
Me: "Other things meaning me."
He smiled: "No, Yalla I have to finish packing."
I smiled.
He left and I stayed there staring at the wall.
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Later that day Jenna was showing me what she was wearing to the formal. It was a beautiful navy dress.
Me: "Bandar bynjn!"
She blushed and giggled.
Reem: "A9ln going alone is so much better than going with a guy. ew. I'm glad I'm on the decorating committee awnslii. "
We all laughed.
Saud calling...
I hung up, but he kept calling and I kept hanging up.
When his calls passed the 10 mark I answered.
Me: "What?"
Saud: "Lama esm3eeni o la tgooleen shai."
Me: "Baa-"
Saud: "La tgooleen shai."
Saud: "Only an asshole would kick someone when they're down, and I'm sorry. Walla asf 7beebti ma tstahleen aswi feek kitha bss walla lisa mo gadr athmn klami. You know how jealous I get! I'm really sorry, and I was wondering if you would still let me be your date to the formal?"
Even though I got sick and tired of the jealous mawal, his tone was really sincere and I felt really good after my talk with Faisal.
Me: "Okay."
Saud: "Okay? If I knew it was that easy kan ma 3dt this apology milion mara b mo5ii."
I smiled. Cutie!
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I looked at myself in the mirror. No one would look at me and know that I was crying my eyes out these past few days.
I parted my hair to the right and waved it in a retro style. I wore a long red strapless dress and it had a slit on the side, and a red lip to match. I sprayed a couple of sprays of my favorite perfume, and heard a knock on the door.
I opened the door and Saud didn't say a word, he just looked at me.
Saud: "You look..."
Me: "What? Is something wrong with my hair? I know I should've parted it in the middle."
Saud: "You look breathtakingly beautiful."
I blushed.
He kissed my cheek and hugged me and picked me up.
Saud: "Lazm takleen shai bt5tfeen."
I smiled and hit his hand:"Yalla we better hurry up we're late."
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We got to the gym, and it looked beautiful!
Reem and the committee really outdid themselves!
Bandar, Jenna, Turki, Malak (X), Reem, and Aziz were sitting on one of the tables on the right.
We got us some cokes and joined them.
Me: "Reem everything looks AMAZING!"
She smiled: "I know."
I don't blame her she should be proud.
A couple of songs later, a song came on and Saud stood up.
He put his hand out for me: "A dance my lady."
Me: "Of course my good sir."
We headed out to the dance floor and danced to the melody.
Saud: "It's just a good thing to know."
Me: "What is?"
Saud: "That I'm here with the most beautiful girl in the room."
I smiled.
Me: "Tbaal'3 Saud:"
Saud: "La Lama ma abal'3." Then he pulled away and held my hands and looked me in the eyes.
Saud: "Lama I love you."
There they were. The three words I've been yearning to hear all along.
But...I didn't feel happiness when he said it. I felt... sad! I couldn't say it back.
Actually it didn't feel right saying it back, because I knew deep down in my heart that wasn't how I felt about him.
At that moment, in the midst of all the music and people and his eyes, I realize that what I felt for Saud wasn't love. Reem's right!
I have limited my sight and I wasn't appreciating what was right in front of me.
Saud gives me butterflies and makes me feel like the most beautiful girl in the world, but I realized that was crushing over a guy and really liking him, not loving him!
The only person I wanted to tell that I love was... Faisal!
The only person I wanted to tell that I love was... Faisal!
I realized that I was just looking at Saud without saying anything.
Me: "I'm sorry Saud."
Me: "I'm sorry Saud."
He had a confused look on his face.
Saud: "You're sorry? For what?"
Me: "Saud I thought I felt the same way, but I don't." Before he could say anything I added: "You're an amazing guy and I'm sure that the right girl would be lucky to have you and would love you unconditionally. I thought I wanted to hear those words from you, I thought I felt the same way, but I don't. I hate that I didn't realize this sooner because it's unfair to you and unfair to me and to him. I'm sorry Saud."
After what I said I walked away because I couldn't bear the thought of him yelling at me, even though I deserved it.
Saud really is an amazing person, but when you know you know!
I called Faisal but his phone was turned off.
I ran to the table: "TURKI! Did Faisal leave yet?????"
Turki: "Yea."
A tear shed from my eye and made its way down my cheek.
He then said: "Twa 6al3 el7gi 3leeh."
I quickly ran, and I heard Turki scream: "HE'S IN THE BUS STATION NOT THE AIRPORT."
I got in a taxi and told him to go to the bus station.
I don't care if I'm going to look like a cheesy girl from a cheesy movie showing up at the bus station to tell the man I love that I love him, because I do!
I love Faisal.
"I'll be back leave the meter running." I said to the taxi driver whilst jumping out of the cab.
I ran inside to look for him, and through the sea of people I saw the back of his head at the end of the station.
I ran as fast as I could in my heels, my dress was flying all over the place, and I looked stupid, but I didn't care.
All I cared about was telling him how I feel.
I poked his shoulder from the back.
He took his headphone out, and looked at me.
Lama: "You really didn't think you were getting away that easy?"
Faisal: "Lama esh jabk hena?"
Lama: "This is going to sound like the cheesiest thing ever, but Faisal maybe I needed my eyes to be opened for me, and tonight they were. Faisal I love you, and not the brother-sister love, no Faisal I love you. I love you with all of my heart, and I'm sorry it took me this long to realize it... You have always been there for me. I know that the long distance doesn't work but if you'll still have me we'll make it work. I know I don't deserve you, not after what I've done, and I hope you can find it in your heart to still love me. I know that I threw this big thing at you, and you need time. I'm going to leave now and call me when you know what you want to do."
I turned around and started walking when I felt a hand on my shoulder. He turned me around.
Faisal: "Now you really didn't think you were getting away THAT easy?"
He held me closer and hugged me.
I couldn't help, the tears started pouring. He pulled away from me and wiped them away.
Faisal: "Who said anything about long distance? Engblt b jam3t elpetrol."
I was ecstatic, but I couldn't even form words to say mabrook. I kept crying because this is too good to be true!
Faisal: "I love you Lama."
I cried and laughed at the same time. The words sounded different from Faisal's mouth.
They sounded... Right!
So... this is love?
Love isn't one answer, love is everything.
Love is a punch in the face and a kick to the stomach.
Love is pain.
Love is showing your weak spot to that special person because you know in your heart that they will never hurt you.
Love is knocking down the walls you put around your heart, because the person you love made you forget why you put them there in the first place.
Love is loving someone's flaws because it's what makes them special in your eyes.
Love is hopeless.
Love is care.
I called Faisal but his phone was turned off.
I ran to the table: "TURKI! Did Faisal leave yet?????"
Turki: "Yea."
A tear shed from my eye and made its way down my cheek.
He then said: "Twa 6al3 el7gi 3leeh."
I quickly ran, and I heard Turki scream: "HE'S IN THE BUS STATION NOT THE AIRPORT."
I got in a taxi and told him to go to the bus station.
I don't care if I'm going to look like a cheesy girl from a cheesy movie showing up at the bus station to tell the man I love that I love him, because I do!
I love Faisal.
"I'll be back leave the meter running." I said to the taxi driver whilst jumping out of the cab.
I ran inside to look for him, and through the sea of people I saw the back of his head at the end of the station.
I ran as fast as I could in my heels, my dress was flying all over the place, and I looked stupid, but I didn't care.
All I cared about was telling him how I feel.
I poked his shoulder from the back.
He took his headphone out, and looked at me.
Lama: "You really didn't think you were getting away that easy?"
Faisal: "Lama esh jabk hena?"
Lama: "This is going to sound like the cheesiest thing ever, but Faisal maybe I needed my eyes to be opened for me, and tonight they were. Faisal I love you, and not the brother-sister love, no Faisal I love you. I love you with all of my heart, and I'm sorry it took me this long to realize it... You have always been there for me. I know that the long distance doesn't work but if you'll still have me we'll make it work. I know I don't deserve you, not after what I've done, and I hope you can find it in your heart to still love me. I know that I threw this big thing at you, and you need time. I'm going to leave now and call me when you know what you want to do."
I turned around and started walking when I felt a hand on my shoulder. He turned me around.
Faisal: "Now you really didn't think you were getting away THAT easy?"
He held me closer and hugged me.
I couldn't help, the tears started pouring. He pulled away from me and wiped them away.
Faisal: "Who said anything about long distance? Engblt b jam3t elpetrol."
I was ecstatic, but I couldn't even form words to say mabrook. I kept crying because this is too good to be true!
Faisal: "I love you Lama."
I cried and laughed at the same time. The words sounded different from Faisal's mouth.
They sounded... Right!
Lama: "I love YOU."
So... this is love?
Love isn't one answer, love is everything.
Love is a punch in the face and a kick to the stomach.
Love is pain.
Love is showing your weak spot to that special person because you know in your heart that they will never hurt you.
Love is knocking down the walls you put around your heart, because the person you love made you forget why you put them there in the first place.
Love is loving someone's flaws because it's what makes them special in your eyes.
Love is hopeless.
Love is care.
Love is blind.
Love is... beautiful.
Love is... beautiful.
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Chapter 14
I've missed our get togethers so I told the girls and called Faisal, and we had one of our pizza nights. Just us and a good movie. No turki, no Bandar, no Saud.
Faisal walked in with the pizzas.
Me: "Yoom agblt 6rna lha ana o shoogi o el nseem."
Faisal: "Ma y7taj kl hatha adri nwrt el '3rfa."
"Aklm el pizza." I said while pulling the pizza box away from him.
Reem: "Esh wdkom nshoof? This is the end or The hangover 3?"
Jenna: "BRADLEY COOPER."
"I second that." I said with my mouth full.
Faisal shook his head and laughed at me.
Faisal: "Oh fii sauce hna." He wiped the side of my mouth with a tissue.
My ringtone broke the awkwardness.
Saud calling...
I got up and headed to the hallway to take the call.
Saud: "Hala 7beebti."
I love it when he calls me 7abeebti.
I blushed: "Hala feek."
Saud: "I was thinking..."
Me: "Mhmm?"
Saud: "Bmaa ena next week the formal dance..."
Me: "Ahaa?"
T3rfoon eli agoolha b m9ala o dl3 =))
Saud: "Would you like to go with me?"
I usually go with the girls, but I guess I can make an exception for him.
Me: "Umm.. Lazm as2l my boyfriend first."
Saud: "Your boyfriend ajl haa?"
Me: "Yep."
Saud: "La 5la9 I changed my mind I don't go out with girls who are already taken."
Me: "But I'm sure you'll love Saud."
Saud: "O keef shkl this Saud fella?"
Me: "Well he's tall, and he makes me swoon."
Saud: "He sounds like a keeper."
I giggled. "Yes, I'd love to go with you."
Saud: "What are you doing beautiful?"
Me: "Movie night."
Saud: "M3 meen?"
Me: "Faisal and the girls."
Saud: "Okay have fun." and he ended the call. I didn't even get a chance to reply.
I walked back in.
Faisal: "Ween r7tii?"
Me: "Bss r7t ard 3la omii mn zman ma klmtaha."
I lied, but I don't want him to know mdrii leeh!
Everyone was laughing along to the movie while my mind was somewhere else.
I What's apped him.
Lama: People usually end a call with a bye :p
Saud: Ma b'3eet a6wl 3leek since Faisal and "the girls" were there
Lama: What's that supposed to mean?
Saud: It means whatever you want it to mean
I didn't reply after that. Mta bywgf 7rkat Faisal loves you?
I decided that I wasn't going to ruin one of the last nights we have together over a stupid fight with Saud.
By the end of the movie Jenna was already asleep and Reem was fighting sleep to get to the end.
We all had early classes tomorrow, so Faisal had to leave.
He helped me clean up a little, and then we went outside.
He went out and I was just about to lock the door behind him when he stopped me.
Faisal: "Hey Lama."
Lama: "Yeah?"
He paused for a second and looked at me.
He cleared his throat and said: "Umm... e7mm... nseet esh knt bgool."
I knew he didn't forget but I acted coy because I was afraid he was going to ask about Saud.
I smiled: "Weirdo. Good night Fasooli."
He smiled and left.
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Next morning I texted Saud good morning and he was online but he didn't reply.
The girls and I headed to the breakfast table where everyone was sitting and Saud was sitting between Aziz and girl.
Malak and Turki are a "thing" now, and I don't like looking at the; it's too disturbing.
Saud was giving me the cold shoulder, and he didn't talk to me unless I said something to him, and even then he would only answer me with a word. The girl next to him however, he wouldn't shut up a minute, and that really got on my nerves.
I got up the table really upset and left before I even finished half my breakfast.
Reem quickly followed me.
Reem: "LAMA."
I tried holding back my tears.
I couldn't hold them any longer.
Me: "Why is he doing this to me Reem? I don't get the sudden mood swings! Are my feelings a game to him? They're not!"
She hugged me and said: "Lama he's an asshole who doesn't deserve you. Your problem is that you are limiting your sight, sometimes you just have to open your eyes to see what's right there in front of you."
Me: "But I am seeing what's in front of me, and I see him laughing with that girl, and it hurts! Yesterday he was asking me to go to the formal with him and today he's being an ass. We only have two weeks left together and this is how he chooses to treat me?"
Reem: "Maybe you should give him a taste of his own medicine."
Me: "What do you mean?"
Reem: "Gooleela mr7 troo7een."
I opened his chat.
Lama: I'm not going to the formal, sorry
Saud calling...
Me: "He's calling! Should I answer?"
Reem: "Eee ee."
I answered.
Saud: "Lama."
I didn't say a word.
Me: "Na3am?"
Saud: "Ouch, ast7gha. Lama I'm sorry. I was acting childish. I can't help it! Lama walla ma tdreen keef a39abi titg63 when I see how it's okay for Faisal to come over to your room and not me."
Me: "Saud mn jdk? We've talked about this. Faisal is my friend and you are something else!"
Saud: "A3rf Lama but I can't help feeling jealous."
Me: "You shouldn't be Saud."
Saud: "I'll make it up to you."
Me: "Oh really?"
Saud: "Yes really."
Me: "How?"
Saud: "Meet me in our spot after classes okay?"
Me: "Okay."
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After classes were over I went back to my room freshened up and around 6 when the sun was starting to set I headed to our spot.
Saud: "Weenk ant'6rk 9ar li sa3a."
Me: "a7sn."
He tapped on his lap: "Come here."
I didn't sit on his lap I sat beside him.
"a7sn keefk enti el 5srana." He teased.
Me: "Yalla make it up to me. Jalsa astana flowers or a box of chocolates."
Saud: "I have something better for you."
He hugged me.
He pulled away from the hug but still kept his hand around me.
He turned his head and looked at me.
He leaned in closer, I knew he wanted to kiss me but I couldn't move. I didn't lean in, but I didn't back away either.
As he was about to reach my lips I heard a scream behind me: "LAMA!"
I jumped off my seat and turned around and it was Faisal.
He stood there in silence with a terrifying look on his face, then he walked away.
I ran after him and left Saud there.
Me: "Faisal wait!"
Faisal: "What Lama?"
Me: "What's wrong?
He gave me a sarcastic laugh: "What's wrong?"
Me: "You're supposed to be happy for me. That I finally found someone!"
Faisal: "Are you F*cking kidding me? CAN'T YOU SEE? ARE YOU REALLY THAT BLIND LAMA? I'm in love with you, have you seriously not known all along?
It killed me when you called me your friend or your brother it really did. Now seeing you with HIM, is like a punch in the face! But you know what? I deserve this for never telling you how I feel."
He shook his head and walked away.
I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. The only thing my body managed to do is produce tears.
I swear I stood still for 10 minutes then ran back to my room crying.
Reem and Jenna were there and I greeted them with my tears.
Jenna: "Oh my god 7beebti shfeeki?"
After 15 minutes of crying my eyeballs out, I managed to tell them what happened.
They were both quite.
"Well, aren't you gonna say something?" I said with a shaky voice.
Reem: "Lama 7beebti we knew."
I looked at them both, and cried even more.
I shouted: "How can you NOT tell me this?"
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Faisal walked in with the pizzas.
Me: "Yoom agblt 6rna lha ana o shoogi o el nseem."
Faisal: "Ma y7taj kl hatha adri nwrt el '3rfa."
"Aklm el pizza." I said while pulling the pizza box away from him.
Reem: "Esh wdkom nshoof? This is the end or The hangover 3?"
Jenna: "BRADLEY COOPER."
"I second that." I said with my mouth full.
Faisal shook his head and laughed at me.
Faisal: "Oh fii sauce hna." He wiped the side of my mouth with a tissue.
My ringtone broke the awkwardness.
Saud calling...
I got up and headed to the hallway to take the call.
Saud: "Hala 7beebti."
I love it when he calls me 7abeebti.
I blushed: "Hala feek."
Saud: "I was thinking..."
Me: "Mhmm?"
Saud: "Bmaa ena next week the formal dance..."
Me: "Ahaa?"
T3rfoon eli agoolha b m9ala o dl3 =))
Saud: "Would you like to go with me?"
I usually go with the girls, but I guess I can make an exception for him.
Me: "Umm.. Lazm as2l my boyfriend first."
Saud: "Your boyfriend ajl haa?"
Me: "Yep."
Saud: "La 5la9 I changed my mind I don't go out with girls who are already taken."
Me: "But I'm sure you'll love Saud."
Saud: "O keef shkl this Saud fella?"
Me: "Well he's tall, and he makes me swoon."
Saud: "He sounds like a keeper."
I giggled. "Yes, I'd love to go with you."
Saud: "What are you doing beautiful?"
Me: "Movie night."
Saud: "M3 meen?"
Me: "Faisal and the girls."
Saud: "Okay have fun." and he ended the call. I didn't even get a chance to reply.
I walked back in.
Faisal: "Ween r7tii?"
Me: "Bss r7t ard 3la omii mn zman ma klmtaha."
I lied, but I don't want him to know mdrii leeh!
Everyone was laughing along to the movie while my mind was somewhere else.
I What's apped him.
Lama: People usually end a call with a bye :p
Saud: Ma b'3eet a6wl 3leek since Faisal and "the girls" were there
Lama: What's that supposed to mean?
Saud: It means whatever you want it to mean
I didn't reply after that. Mta bywgf 7rkat Faisal loves you?
I decided that I wasn't going to ruin one of the last nights we have together over a stupid fight with Saud.
By the end of the movie Jenna was already asleep and Reem was fighting sleep to get to the end.
We all had early classes tomorrow, so Faisal had to leave.
He helped me clean up a little, and then we went outside.
He went out and I was just about to lock the door behind him when he stopped me.
Faisal: "Hey Lama."
Lama: "Yeah?"
He paused for a second and looked at me.
He cleared his throat and said: "Umm... e7mm... nseet esh knt bgool."
I knew he didn't forget but I acted coy because I was afraid he was going to ask about Saud.
I smiled: "Weirdo. Good night Fasooli."
He smiled and left.
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Next morning I texted Saud good morning and he was online but he didn't reply.
The girls and I headed to the breakfast table where everyone was sitting and Saud was sitting between Aziz and girl.
Malak and Turki are a "thing" now, and I don't like looking at the; it's too disturbing.
Saud was giving me the cold shoulder, and he didn't talk to me unless I said something to him, and even then he would only answer me with a word. The girl next to him however, he wouldn't shut up a minute, and that really got on my nerves.
I got up the table really upset and left before I even finished half my breakfast.
Reem quickly followed me.
Reem: "LAMA."
I tried holding back my tears.
I couldn't hold them any longer.
Me: "Why is he doing this to me Reem? I don't get the sudden mood swings! Are my feelings a game to him? They're not!"
She hugged me and said: "Lama he's an asshole who doesn't deserve you. Your problem is that you are limiting your sight, sometimes you just have to open your eyes to see what's right there in front of you."
Me: "But I am seeing what's in front of me, and I see him laughing with that girl, and it hurts! Yesterday he was asking me to go to the formal with him and today he's being an ass. We only have two weeks left together and this is how he chooses to treat me?"
Reem: "Maybe you should give him a taste of his own medicine."
Me: "What do you mean?"
Reem: "Gooleela mr7 troo7een."
I opened his chat.
Lama: I'm not going to the formal, sorry
Saud calling...
Me: "He's calling! Should I answer?"
Reem: "Eee ee."
I answered.
Saud: "Lama."
I didn't say a word.
Me: "Na3am?"
Saud: "Ouch, ast7gha. Lama I'm sorry. I was acting childish. I can't help it! Lama walla ma tdreen keef a39abi titg63 when I see how it's okay for Faisal to come over to your room and not me."
Me: "Saud mn jdk? We've talked about this. Faisal is my friend and you are something else!"
Saud: "A3rf Lama but I can't help feeling jealous."
Me: "You shouldn't be Saud."
Saud: "I'll make it up to you."
Me: "Oh really?"
Saud: "Yes really."
Me: "How?"
Saud: "Meet me in our spot after classes okay?"
Me: "Okay."
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After classes were over I went back to my room freshened up and around 6 when the sun was starting to set I headed to our spot.
Saud: "Weenk ant'6rk 9ar li sa3a."
Me: "a7sn."
He tapped on his lap: "Come here."
I didn't sit on his lap I sat beside him.
"a7sn keefk enti el 5srana." He teased.
Me: "Yalla make it up to me. Jalsa astana flowers or a box of chocolates."
Saud: "I have something better for you."
He hugged me.
He pulled away from the hug but still kept his hand around me.
He turned his head and looked at me.
He leaned in closer, I knew he wanted to kiss me but I couldn't move. I didn't lean in, but I didn't back away either.
As he was about to reach my lips I heard a scream behind me: "LAMA!"
I jumped off my seat and turned around and it was Faisal.
He stood there in silence with a terrifying look on his face, then he walked away.
I ran after him and left Saud there.
Me: "Faisal wait!"
Faisal: "What Lama?"
Me: "What's wrong?
He gave me a sarcastic laugh: "What's wrong?"
Me: "You're supposed to be happy for me. That I finally found someone!"
Faisal: "Are you F*cking kidding me? CAN'T YOU SEE? ARE YOU REALLY THAT BLIND LAMA? I'm in love with you, have you seriously not known all along?
It killed me when you called me your friend or your brother it really did. Now seeing you with HIM, is like a punch in the face! But you know what? I deserve this for never telling you how I feel."
He shook his head and walked away.
I couldn't move. I couldn't speak. The only thing my body managed to do is produce tears.
I swear I stood still for 10 minutes then ran back to my room crying.
Reem and Jenna were there and I greeted them with my tears.
Jenna: "Oh my god 7beebti shfeeki?"
After 15 minutes of crying my eyeballs out, I managed to tell them what happened.
They were both quite.
"Well, aren't you gonna say something?" I said with a shaky voice.
Reem: "Lama 7beebti we knew."
I looked at them both, and cried even more.
I shouted: "How can you NOT tell me this?"
Jenna: "Ana 3rft mn nfsi and I confronted Faisal, and then he made me promise."
I put my head in my hands: "I feel like shit."
I shut my phone that night, all I wanted to do was sleep.
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Two days passed since that awful night. I stayed in bed the whole two days. When the dorm keeper came I acted sick.
I woke up to the news that Faisal decided to leave early, and he's only staying til the end of the week.
I know it's all my fault, I know!
I don't want to lose Faisal! He's one of the best in things in my life and I never want to lose him.
I want to go apologize but I don't know what to apologize for and I don't know what to say.
I realized that in the midst of it all, I totally forgot about Saud, and leaving him stranded that day.
I opened my phone, and a thousand missed calls and what's apps from Saud.
I what's apped him.
Lama: Saud please don't hate me. It's been hard these two days and I don't want you to get the wrong idea. I might have lost one of my best friends.
Saud: I just want to know If you're okay.
Lama: I'm really not.
Saud: Ajl no formal?
Shit shit I forgot the formal this Saturday.
Saud: Open the door.
Lama: What?
Saud: I'm outside open the door.
I opened the door with tear-filled eyes and a red nose.
Saud: "y5leeli el 5ashm ela7mr.
He hugged me, but I didn't put my arms around him I just stood there.
We sat on the couch, he put his arm around me.
This doesn't feel as good as it used to.
This doesn't feel as good as it used to.
I started crying again.
Saud: "Lama 7beebi cheer up 3shani""
I didn't say anything.
He gave me a sexy look, and put both his hands up like claws: Lama
Me: "Saud laa walla I'm not in the mood."
He knows I'm extremely ticklish.
Saud: "Wgfii 9ya7 or I swear I'll do it."
I couldn't stop
He started tickling me, and I laughed
Saud: Hathy el '67ka eli abi asm3ha
I put my head on the couch, and just laid there quite for a couple of minutes.
Saud broke the silence: "Now that Faisal is out of the picture, we won't fight anymore come on cheer up."
I gave him a very angry look: "Faisal is not out of the picture ya Saud. Faisal is my best friend and he'll never be out of the picture. You have to understand that!"
He slapped both of his hands on his lap in anger
Saud: "Lama I can't be in a relationship with you and him."
Me: "You're not. You're in one with me."
Saud: "Akeed Lama? Ajl keef yoomeen ymroon bdoon ma ts2leen? 3thrtk glt at least he's gone, bs kitha ktheer 3lay. I'm getting sick of this"
Me: "HATHA ktheer 3leek? Saud this is NOTHING! Bnwajh eli akbr mn ktha, and this isn't the way to handle it!"
Saud: "Well maybe I don't want to "handle it" anymore." Then he stormed out and slammed the door.
My god, this week just keeps getting worse and worse.
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Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Chapter -13-
Saud: "Ahh well ana shklii broo7" Then he whispered: "I hope it's a birthday to remember."
It is Saud, it really is. :')
It is Saud, it really is. :')
I made my way to the door and turned back and looked at him one more time then went inside.
The next morning, I went out for a birthday breakfast downtown. I needed a day to clear my thoughts.
I sat on a table facing the street and ordered myself a cup of tea.
I checked in on foursquare, and shut my phone off because I wanted this day to be about my journal and myself.
I cherish these moments, moments of complete clarity and focus. The sounds of the cars passing, people talking, birds chirping. It was a beautiful start to a beautiful day.
I put my pen down, and placed the palm of my hands on my chin, and looked at the people.
"Hey there stranger." Familiar words from a familiar voice.
"Back to the stalking thing I see." I said while still looking ahead.
Saud: "Well, it's not stalking if you make it that easy for me to find you." I could feel him smiling even though I wasn't looking.
Me: "Shhh, this is my favorite part you're ruining it."
Saud: "What is?"
Me: "People-watching."
He didn't say anything after that he just sat beside me.
We stayed quiet for 10 minutes or so, then he broke the silence.
Saud: "Lama."
Me: "Yeah?"
Saud: "I really really like you."
I looked at him. I couldn't share with him the fact that I like him too until I knew everything.
I don't want to be another girl in his book. I wanted to know more.
Me: "Tell me about your previous relationships."
Saud gave me the sexy smirk I saw the first day I saw him: "5lna n5lii el ma'6ii bl ma'6ii."
I looked away, then I looked back at him. I couldn't fight my curiosity! Shswi mlgoofa!
Lama: "Bs... abii a3rf."
Saud: "Okay." He sighed. "Esh tbeen t3rfeen?"
Lama: "You said only one of them was serious right?"
Saud: "Yeah."
Lama: "Did you love her?"
Saud: "I did."
Is it possible to love more than once?
If there will ever be an "us" will I be compared to her? The way he loved HER?
If there will ever be an "us" will I be compared to her? The way he loved HER?
Lama: "What happened?"
Saud: "B e5t9ar?"
Lama: "Ee."
Saud: "I found out enha m3 wa7d '3eeri."
How could anyone ever cheat on him?????????
Lama: "I'm so sorry, ma kan g9dii aft7 jroo7 gdeema, but I just thought..."
He interrupted me: "You thought I cheated on her?"
Lama: "Well, yeah."
He looked down, I could see sadness on his face.
I shifted my weight to face him, and held his hands.
Me: "I'm really sorry."
He lifted his head up and said: "She really hurt me, you know?"
Me: "I can't relate, but I can only imagine how hard that must've been for you."
Saud: "A3rf eni 78eer bs elthanya kant a rebound, bs anheeet el3la8a lma 7seet el bnt bdt tit3lg, I didn't want to lead her on, she deserved better."
Me: "We all make mistakes, the important thing is to learn from them. Ahm shai 7seet bl '3ala6 o wgft el mw'6oo3 gbl ma y5rj mn sy6rtk."
He gave me an approving nod.
Kan mask yadi o y7rk his thumb zai kthaa.
He noticed that I was wearing the ring he gave me, but he just looked at it and smiled and didn't say a thing.
Saud: "What do you say to a walk on the beach?"
Me: "I can never say no to that"
I got the bill, and like a gentleman he wouldn't let me pay even though he didn't order anything.
He was wearing blue shorts and a white button down shirt with a few buttons open from the top that showed his chest hair bss kan 7lo his chest hair mo ktheer mogrf don't worry. =))
I was wearing a long very light pink maxi dress, a big white hat, and sandals.
We walked 25 blocks to get to the pier, but an hour with him felt like a minute. :')
He stopped at an ice cream truck and got us two.
Saud: "Thoogiii mraaa ltheeth."
He held up his spoon with a ton of ice-cream on it.
I did something I never ever ever EVER did before.
I tasted it, and it's ice cream so I should be even more disgusted.
Is it weird that it didn't feel wrong? Is it weird eni ma tgrft and I tried it after he did?
Me: "Yuummmm, minnnn jid!!!"
He smiled. I'm sure he remembered that I didn't let him take a sip from my tea.
What are you doing to me Saud? :'( <3
He held my hand, and we were walking down the shore. :')
I felt like one of those girls from the movies, I couldn't believe it.
"7lmii ykoon beeti bls3oodya 3la baa-" but before I could complete the sentence, I saw him lighting his cigarette.
My face expressions quickly changed, and he noticed.
Saud: "3adi?"
Me: "Laa." I said very annoyed.
He threw it away, and even though I knew he's going to smoke when I'm not there, it was still a nice gesture.
My face expressions quickly changed, and he noticed.
Saud: "3adi?"
Me: "Laa." I said very annoyed.
He threw it away, and even though I knew he's going to smoke when I'm not there, it was still a nice gesture.
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A week flew by. Saud and I have been inseparable. Even when we all sit as a group, him and I always find a way to sneak away from them.
He held my hand, and kissed my fingers.
He lifted me up when he saw a puddle so my shoes don't get dirty.
He put his arms around me through a whole movie.
He looked at me the way any woman would want to be looked at.
He put his head on my lap and let me play with his hair while he told me about his sisters.
Is "really like" turing into something more?
But... There's always a but.... So far, I don't see any flaws. No man is ever this perfect and that frightens me.
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It was lunch time on a Monday afternoon, and the whole group sat down at a table by the window.
I stood in line to get food to join them.
"Law sm7tii."
Me: "Hala?"
"6a7 mnk." It was my favorite pen.
I smiled: "Shkraannn, it's my favorite pen!"
He smiled back, and put his hand out: "Naif."
I shaked his hand: "Lama."
Naif: "'3reeb ma ged shftk hena mn gbl."
Me: "Wala ana."
He didn't look away, so I did.
Naif: "Sorry 3la el bja7aa bs 3yoonk jmeelaaa."
I couldn't help but blush "Well aren't you the charmer."
Saud's voice interrupted: "Fii mshkla hina?"
I looked at Saud confused.
Naif: "La."
Saud: "Ma aklmk ent. Lama is this guy bothering you?"
I still had the same question mark on my face: "No!" I said in complete certainty.
Naif: "Esh mshkltk?"
"Walla ent mshkltiii." Saud said while pushing Naif.
And right then and there I realized, there it was; The flaw!
"Yabooy e5tk wla esh salftk shtbii?" Naif stated.
We were both quiet.
I wanted Faisal to be here! I knew he was the only one who could help this situation.
Naif: "Is she your girlfriend? It's okay dude I'll back off."
And out of no where Saud punched him in the face.
I couldn't help but feel sorry for Naif, he didn't do anything wrong!
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-Nurses office-
I was soooo embarrassed and pissed off.
Naif was unconscious on the bed, I was on the chair, and Saud was on the chair in front of me.
Saud: "Lama I..."
Me: "Saud mabi asm3 wla klma, mafi wla shay ybrer eli sweeta. He was talking to me. Are you gonna do that to every effing guy who talks to me? What is everyone going to think now? What is Faisal going to think?"
Saud: "Oh y3n hatha kla 5ayfa mn rdt f3l 7beebk Faisal."
I was shocked by what he said. He knew how I felt about him, and that really hurt. That he would think that little of me.
I looked straight at him and said: "Please go out."
A week flew by. Saud and I have been inseparable. Even when we all sit as a group, him and I always find a way to sneak away from them.
He held my hand, and kissed my fingers.
He lifted me up when he saw a puddle so my shoes don't get dirty.
He put his arms around me through a whole movie.
He looked at me the way any woman would want to be looked at.
He put his head on my lap and let me play with his hair while he told me about his sisters.
Is "really like" turing into something more?
But... There's always a but.... So far, I don't see any flaws. No man is ever this perfect and that frightens me.
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It was lunch time on a Monday afternoon, and the whole group sat down at a table by the window.
I stood in line to get food to join them.
"Law sm7tii."
Me: "Hala?"
"6a7 mnk." It was my favorite pen.
I smiled: "Shkraannn, it's my favorite pen!"
He smiled back, and put his hand out: "Naif."
I shaked his hand: "Lama."
Naif: "'3reeb ma ged shftk hena mn gbl."
Me: "Wala ana."
He didn't look away, so I did.
Naif: "Sorry 3la el bja7aa bs 3yoonk jmeelaaa."
I couldn't help but blush "Well aren't you the charmer."
Saud's voice interrupted: "Fii mshkla hina?"
I looked at Saud confused.
Naif: "La."
Saud: "Ma aklmk ent. Lama is this guy bothering you?"
I still had the same question mark on my face: "No!" I said in complete certainty.
Naif: "Esh mshkltk?"
"Walla ent mshkltiii." Saud said while pushing Naif.
And right then and there I realized, there it was; The flaw!
"Yabooy e5tk wla esh salftk shtbii?" Naif stated.
We were both quiet.
I wanted Faisal to be here! I knew he was the only one who could help this situation.
Naif: "Is she your girlfriend? It's okay dude I'll back off."
And out of no where Saud punched him in the face.
I couldn't help but feel sorry for Naif, he didn't do anything wrong!
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-Nurses office-
I was soooo embarrassed and pissed off.
Naif was unconscious on the bed, I was on the chair, and Saud was on the chair in front of me.
Saud: "Lama I..."
Me: "Saud mabi asm3 wla klma, mafi wla shay ybrer eli sweeta. He was talking to me. Are you gonna do that to every effing guy who talks to me? What is everyone going to think now? What is Faisal going to think?"
Saud: "Oh y3n hatha kla 5ayfa mn rdt f3l 7beebk Faisal."
I was shocked by what he said. He knew how I felt about him, and that really hurt. That he would think that little of me.
I looked straight at him and said: "Please go out."
Saud: "A9ln knt 6al3." and he slammed the door shut.
I stayed there waiting for Naif to wake up to apologize.
An hour later he did.
He tried lifting his head: "La la the nurse galt you should stay down."
I got the ice pack and placed it on his right cheek.
Me: "Esma3 Naif walla asfa."
Naif: "La 3adi ma sweeti shai. Bs s2al what is he your boyfriend or something?"
Should I trust a complete stranger, and tell him my secret?
Me: "Umm.. I guess so, but we're kind of keeping it a secret. Momkn ma t3lm a7d?"
He nodded, and placed his hand over my hand. (The one that was holding the icepack)
I quickly pulled my hand away.
Me: "Okay aham shai enk kwys, I'm gonna leave now."
There wasn't a sign of Saud that whole day and that really worried me.
I shared my worry with the girls.
Me: "Banat he didn't send me a dm, and he didn't tweet all day!"
Jenna: "Ma knt abii a'6yg 9drk but I saw him leave the campus when you were at the nurses office."
I hugged my pillow tighter as the thoughts were eating up my brain.
I looked at the clock. 1 AM, I sighed while looking at my 0 dms.
What he said was hurtful. Maybe this is for the best?
I was pissed, but I missed him.
Before my brain was able to complete another thought, I heard two knocks on the door.
I wore my robe, and opened the door.
Me: "Saud? Esh jals tswii hina el sa3a 1!"
He held my hands and said: "Lama."
There was a different look on his eyes, a look I hadn't seen before. A look of sorrow.
I pulled my hands away: "Saud eli glta hurt me, has the past week meant nothing to you?"
He sighed, and put his two hands in the air signaling me to put mine in his, and I did.
Saud: "Lma abi agoolk shai 3ni. Lama ana mara '3yoor 5a9atn m3 ele a7bhom, o lma a39b ma athmn kalami o agool ashya2 ma ag9dha, I'm trying I swear I am. B'3eet a'3yr hatha el 6b3 before we got serious but when I saw him talking to you today I couldn't help myself, it was like I was possessed and I couldn't control myself. And about what I said about Faisal, knt lsa '3yran mn el7fla o I was afraid eni ma aw9l mgama 3ndk. I'm sorry Lama."
"You." He paused for a second. "You Lama are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I don't want to lose you."
I heard all the things he said, but my mind froze on "eli a7bhom".
I hugged him: "You never will." I could feel him let out a huge breath of relief, as if a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders.
I deliberately ignored the Faisal part, because Faisal holds a different place in my heart than Saud does. Faisal is like a brother.
He held me tighter and carried me. That was our thing. :$
Me: "Now go! Gabl ma a7d yshoofk o yshtki."
He put his hands on both sides of my head, kissed my forehead, and said: "Sam7teeni?"
I smiled: "Sam7tk, now go."
I watched him leave, and thought to myself; So he gets jealous? And he gets angry... But, everyone gets angry... There are many worse flaws out there...
Right?
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I stayed there waiting for Naif to wake up to apologize.
An hour later he did.
He tried lifting his head: "La la the nurse galt you should stay down."
I got the ice pack and placed it on his right cheek.
Me: "Esma3 Naif walla asfa."
Naif: "La 3adi ma sweeti shai. Bs s2al what is he your boyfriend or something?"
Should I trust a complete stranger, and tell him my secret?
Me: "Umm.. I guess so, but we're kind of keeping it a secret. Momkn ma t3lm a7d?"
He nodded, and placed his hand over my hand. (The one that was holding the icepack)
I quickly pulled my hand away.
Me: "Okay aham shai enk kwys, I'm gonna leave now."
There wasn't a sign of Saud that whole day and that really worried me.
I shared my worry with the girls.
Me: "Banat he didn't send me a dm, and he didn't tweet all day!"
Jenna: "Ma knt abii a'6yg 9drk but I saw him leave the campus when you were at the nurses office."
I hugged my pillow tighter as the thoughts were eating up my brain.
I looked at the clock. 1 AM, I sighed while looking at my 0 dms.
What he said was hurtful. Maybe this is for the best?
I was pissed, but I missed him.
Before my brain was able to complete another thought, I heard two knocks on the door.
I wore my robe, and opened the door.
Me: "Saud? Esh jals tswii hina el sa3a 1!"
He held my hands and said: "Lama."
There was a different look on his eyes, a look I hadn't seen before. A look of sorrow.
I pulled my hands away: "Saud eli glta hurt me, has the past week meant nothing to you?"
He sighed, and put his two hands in the air signaling me to put mine in his, and I did.
Saud: "Lma abi agoolk shai 3ni. Lama ana mara '3yoor 5a9atn m3 ele a7bhom, o lma a39b ma athmn kalami o agool ashya2 ma ag9dha, I'm trying I swear I am. B'3eet a'3yr hatha el 6b3 before we got serious but when I saw him talking to you today I couldn't help myself, it was like I was possessed and I couldn't control myself. And about what I said about Faisal, knt lsa '3yran mn el7fla o I was afraid eni ma aw9l mgama 3ndk. I'm sorry Lama."
"You." He paused for a second. "You Lama are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I don't want to lose you."
I heard all the things he said, but my mind froze on "eli a7bhom".
I hugged him: "You never will." I could feel him let out a huge breath of relief, as if a huge weight was lifted off his shoulders.
I deliberately ignored the Faisal part, because Faisal holds a different place in my heart than Saud does. Faisal is like a brother.
He held me tighter and carried me. That was our thing. :$
Me: "Now go! Gabl ma a7d yshoofk o yshtki."
He put his hands on both sides of my head, kissed my forehead, and said: "Sam7teeni?"
I smiled: "Sam7tk, now go."
I watched him leave, and thought to myself; So he gets jealous? And he gets angry... But, everyone gets angry... There are many worse flaws out there...
Right?
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Saturday, February 1, 2014
Chapter -12-
I decided to look through twitter until I fall asleep.
He tweeted: And out of nowhere, I found you here, in my heart.
:')
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I woke up with only one thing in my mind. Saud.
Get. Out. Of. My. Mind. Saud.
Ahh Saud :")
Even his name brings me joy.
No one was in the room.
Shit. shit. shit. shit!!!!!!!!!
Am I late for class?
I checked my phone and it was still 6:45 AM.
Where did the girls go?
I checked twitter and Malak tweeted: Touch down camp. #letthefunbegin
Ugh, what an awful way to wake up.
I heard the door open.
Me: "Ween kntoo?"
He tweeted: And out of nowhere, I found you here, in my heart.
:')
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I woke up with only one thing in my mind. Saud.
Get. Out. Of. My. Mind. Saud.
Ahh Saud :")
Even his name brings me joy.
No one was in the room.
Shit. shit. shit. shit!!!!!!!!!
Am I late for class?
I checked my phone and it was still 6:45 AM.
Where did the girls go?
I checked twitter and Malak tweeted: Touch down camp. #letthefunbegin
Ugh, what an awful way to wake up.
I heard the door open.
Me: "Ween kntoo?"
Jenna:" Ntf6r."
Reem:" Guys, bl cafeteria Turki was giving me weird looks. Do you think he knows about Waleed?"
Jenna: "La twaswesii! He probably likes you."
Me: "a9ln 7ata law ydrii leh y39eb? Its none of his business."
Reem: " Yeah, you're probably right."
Its weird how a lot of our conversations go back to a guy. I never want to be the girl who only talks about a guy she likes, or at least I hope I don't turn into one.
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A couple of days passed and tomorrow's Friday! We saw Malak a couple of times, and as always she tried to invite herself. Such a pain in the ass!
Saud and I have been talking via twitter dms lately, and I must say, he's a very interesting person. :$
7awlt ma a36eeh wjh mara bss I gave up and starting replying.
Replys turned into conversations.
Conversations led to talking in writing class.
Conversations led to talking in writing class.
Talking led me to grow fonder of him, and I can't help it. :') :')
Saud's P.O.V.-
I don't know what it is about this girl. When I say she's different I mean she's different.
Jmaalha howa eli shdny bil bdaya. Her beautiful lashes, her long brown hair, her beautiful pink lips, but when I got to know her personality; My god! This girl is unbelivable.
I'm myself around her. We talk about anything and everything and we never get bored.
Lama's P.O.V.-
We have a lot in common, but at the same time we have a lot of differences that set our personalities apart.
Talking to him is effortless. Mo lazim asheel ham esh agol o esh ma agol. It just clicks when I'm with him. :'( <3
Is this friendship turning into something more? I don't know.
I tweeted: It's like you're always there in the corners of my mind.
He retweeted my tweet and dmed me.
SaudAlflani: Good morning beautiful.
Lama_Alflani: Good morning
All the mandtory classes were canceled today, and I don't have anything mn el electives so off! :D
SaudAlflani: 3ziz jay elyoom <3
His friend Aziz is supposed to come from the beginning of the week, but he had an emergency.
Lama_Alflani: Oh zeen! Its nice to have someone trta7 la around
SaudAlflani: I have you :p
Lama_Alflani: I'm glad you think so :p
30 minutes later:
SaudAlflani: Do you know Malak Alflani?
Why the f is he asking about her?
Lama_Alflani: Yea
I wasn't going to ask but lgafti thb7tni.
Lama_Alflani: Why?
SaudAlflani: She just came and introduced herself to me and asked what the dork "Bandar" is doing with us.
BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I went straight to the group.
-الثلاثي المرح-
Lama has shared a picture.
God she's such a bitch!
Jenna: N3AAAAM ESH TEB'3A HATHI!!!
Reem: I say we ignore her the whole time she's here like she doesn't exist.
Lama: Me too
Jenna: A5af agoom a6egaha awal ma ashoofha
Reem: Glna 7beeb el alb bs ehjdi 😂
Twitter dms-
Lama_Alflani: Not a fan.
SaudAlflani: Lool, she's hot though.
Is he trying to make me jealous?
Well, it worked. But I'm not giving him the satisfaction of knowing it did.
Lama_Alflani: She really is.
Malak is tall with an AMAZING body. She has very curly hair that reaches her shoulders, and its ombre. T3rfoon alnass eli wjhom mo moree7? That's exactly her.
I didn't say anything after that. Ma a7b 7rkat eli aghrk to know that you're jealous...
It was around 1 and the girls got back.
As soon as they walked in: " Banat what's the plan for tomorrow."
Jenna: "I don't know but Faisal misses us he says we should hang out."
I've been kind of avoiding Faisal lately.
Not ignoring him, but I don't know why I feel guilty about not telling him about Saud.
Even though we're just talking, but I don't know I always tell Fasooli everything.
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I've done a good job ignoring Malak this whole week, but like all good things, they must come to an end.
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Friday
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I laughed and nodded: "Yalla! Bss ween? O should we tell the guys?"
We all looked at each-other thinking of a place for the mini dj.
Reem: "No let's make it a girls night!"
Jenna: "I got it! Shraykom we sneak in to the gym?"
I had a shocked expression on my face, this was so unlike Jenna.
Me: "You rebel you!"
She smiled and raised her eyebrow: "You ain't seen nothing yet."
We laughed and started getting ready.
I wore a white off-the-shoulder dress that sinched at my waist; It was kind of flowy and really complemented my body, and I paired it with nude heels. I parted my hair to the side and waved it.
Jenna had on a beautiful blue bandage dress, and Reem wore a skater skirt, with a one shoulder top.
We wore our robes to make it look like we were heading to the pool, and put our heals in a bag.
Me: "Oh shit did you get the speakers?"
Jenna pointed at the bag: "Yep, got it right here!"
We reached the gym door, and to our luck it was open.
We took off our robes and headed inside, and the lights were off.
Me: "Reeem please open the lights a5af mn el '6laam."
Reem: "Got it."
"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The look on my face was priceless, everyone was laughing.
Me: "OMG!!! Ma a3rf esh agool thank you :'( I told you I didn't want a surprise."
Reem: "Believe it or not Faisal planned everything."
I ran to Faisal and hugged him.
Me while still hugging him: "You shouldn't have!"
Faisal: "Km far 3ndna."
I hugged him tighter, and ignored the far part.
"3shan kitha ma jeet hiking today. I was worried when you didn't answer your phone" I said while pulling away.
Faisal let out a chuckle: "Yea."
Me: "Thank you Fasoooolii I love you wallaaa!!!"
He smiled: "Me too."
I went over to hug everyone else.
When I got to Saud it was awkward, I didn't know if I should hug him or not, but I did, and I'm so glad I did.
His back 3ree'6 and the way he wrapped his arms around me, uhh. :')
He whispered: "Happy birthday beauty queen."
:')
I saw Malak, and whispered to Reem: "What the f is doing here?"
Reem: "She invited herself."
Of course, I should have known.
She was talking to Turki and she saw me looking, and came over.
Malak screamed: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
I faked a smile: "Thanks."
She came in for a hug, no. :'(
I hugged her and when I let go I heard singing.
Everyone was singing happy birthday and Faisal was carrying the cake.
I blew the candles, and made my wish.
He put the cake on the table, and took a piece of it with his hands.
I realized what he was about to do but it was too late: "FAISAL NO!"
He shoved it in my face.
So I took a piece and shoved it in his.
We all started laughing, and I headed to the bathroom to wash off.
When I got back the music was already on and everyone was dancing.
I saw the girls dancing around Faisal, trying to get him to dance.
I looked at him and smiled, he looked at me and shrugged.
My favorite song started playing.
Saud was talking to Aziz, so I pulled him.
Me: "Dance with me this is my favorite song."
We started dancing and he had his hands on my waist... It was awkward, yet amazing.
He whispered something in my ear: "I have a gift for you."
I looked at him in wonder, what has he got me?
He then whispered: "I'm going to give it to you at 12, when it's your actual birthday."
I smiled and continued dancing with his hands on my waist and our eyes locked.
I was sitting with Saud and Aziz, and Jenna and Reeem ran to me and pointed at something I wish I hadn't seen.
Malak and Turki...
Making out...
ye333333333333333.
I stuck my finger in my mouth and gestured a gag motion: "Y3"
Reem: "Well that put the "Turki likes me" thing to rest."
Me: "You're better off, w3 lw3o kabdi."
It was 11:30 and everyone was leaving.
I went over to Faisal and thanked him again.
Me: "Keef sweet kl hatha bdon ma a7s?"
Faisal winked: "Mafii shy y93b 3ly."
I laughed, hugged him, and thanked him one more time.
We were about to leave when Saud came: "Would you girls mind law asrgha mnkom shway?"
The girls laughed and agreed.
Everyone left and we were walking back to my dorm.
There was one minute left to my birthday.
Saud: "Any last words to your 17 year old self?"
Me: "Nah, I'm over it."
He smiled: "Happy birthday, and handed me a small box."
It was a beautiful Tiffany ring with a note with it.
I held it to my chest: "I loooove it!!!!! Thank you so much Saud." <3
He held my hand: "Tstahleen akthr."
We kept walking with my hand in his, and we got to the dorm.
Me: "Well... Thanks again for the gift walla!"
He smiled, and as I was going to walk to the door; He pulled my hand, smiled, and said: "Ohhh noo, You really didn't think you're off that easy."
He leaned in: "Come here." and for the second my heart skipped a beat.
He got closer and I could feel his breath on my skin.
He kissed my cheek.
:')
:')
:')
:')
I blushed and he stretched and started playing with his hair, fhmto keef? 7ata ho ista7a :') <3
Saud: "Ahh well ana shklii broo7" Then he whispered: "I hope it's a birthday to remember."
It is Saud, it really is. :')
I've done a good job ignoring Malak this whole week, but like all good things, they must come to an end.
I wanted some snacks so I went to the food hall to get me jello, yum!
As I was walking there, I heard an annoying fimiliar voice behind me.
Malak: "LAMA!"
I clinched my fists and faked a smile and turned around.
Lama: "Hi Malak."
Malak: "Wenk enti ma shfnak mn jeet!!!! Mara mn zman 3nk! We have some catching up to do!"
I swear this is how I respond.
Lama: "Enshalla"
You'd think that she'll feel like she was unwelcomed, but this girl! Ma 3ndk krama? Est7ii klna ma nbeek.
Malak: "36eeni your number and i'll whats app you!"
Lama: "Ma tsht'3l shree7ti" I lied.
Malak: " 3adi give me your number o i'll call ajal."
Can't you take a hint? Off mnk.
I gave her my number and told her I had to go. I couldn't stand her voice one more minute. I mean, I hated her before, but the Saud thing made me hate her even more.
She must NEVER know that I like him because I know she'll put her claws deep in him if she knew.
I slept very early tonight and woke up at 3. What's new?
But good news, its friday!
I haven't checked twitter since yesterday.
SaudAlflani: La 7s o la 5br -7:00 PM
SaudAlflani: Noom al3wafi enshalla -9:00 PM
Lama_Alflani: You're probably asleep, but good morning!
I tweeted: Up at 3, typical Lama.
Faisal replied: @Lama_Alflani: Hatha wgt goomat alfeeran.
Why is he up?
I replied: @FaisalAlFlani: Well then hello my mouse friend :D
He replied: @LamaAlflani: Touché.
Haha I win.
Faisal what's apped me.
Faisal: Lama I'm bored.
Lama: Me too
Faisal: let's play truth or dare.
Lama: You already know everything about me.
Faisal: You sure? :p
Ummm.
Lama: Yea?
Faisal: Okay
Lama: What are you trying to say? -_-
Faisal: Nothing! Just asking
I didn't reply after that.
I don't think Faisal needs to know about Saud. We're not in a relationship just yet, so there's nothing to know.
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Friday
I was in class and on whats app talking to Anoud.
She probably saw me online on whatsapp.
Malak: I thought your sim doesnt work
Mswyaaa t7g6 y3ni?
Lama: God bless wifi
I think fshltaha. She kept typing and deleting.
Malak: Hahahahaa!!!! Ee walla!! What are you doing tonight?
Lama: No idea
Malak: I was thinking let's go out tonight? Dancing maybe?
Lama: Maybe some other time
Malak: Okay tell me if you do something I wanna catch up with you and the girls
I didn't respond after that.
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Faisal wasn't here today in hiking, is he mad at me? Ugh. I hope not.
I went back to my room and wanted to take a long shower to wash off the sweat.
I took a shower and when I got out the girls were there.
I looked at Reem: "Enti shklk naaashba."
Reem smiled: "Ee nashba b 7lgk ella ma tji Lassa, ya 7'6k."
I laughed: "Agoool bs wsh bnswii elyoom?"
Jenna: "I don't feel like going out."
Me: "Weekend ya k2eeba."
Reem: "Wla ana! 5lna nswii mini dj! I feel like dressing up I want something other than Waleed on my mind."
Jenna: "Eeeeeeee!!! I need to shake ma booty."
I laughed and nodded: "Yalla! Bss ween? O should we tell the guys?"
We all looked at each-other thinking of a place for the mini dj.
Reem: "No let's make it a girls night!"
Jenna: "I got it! Shraykom we sneak in to the gym?"
I had a shocked expression on my face, this was so unlike Jenna.
Me: "You rebel you!"
She smiled and raised her eyebrow: "You ain't seen nothing yet."
We laughed and started getting ready.
I wore a white off-the-shoulder dress that sinched at my waist; It was kind of flowy and really complemented my body, and I paired it with nude heels. I parted my hair to the side and waved it.
Jenna had on a beautiful blue bandage dress, and Reem wore a skater skirt, with a one shoulder top.
We wore our robes to make it look like we were heading to the pool, and put our heals in a bag.
Me: "Oh shit did you get the speakers?"
Jenna pointed at the bag: "Yep, got it right here!"
We reached the gym door, and to our luck it was open.
We took off our robes and headed inside, and the lights were off.
Me: "Reeem please open the lights a5af mn el '6laam."
Reem: "Got it."
"SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
The look on my face was priceless, everyone was laughing.
Me: "OMG!!! Ma a3rf esh agool thank you :'( I told you I didn't want a surprise."
Reem: "Believe it or not Faisal planned everything."
I ran to Faisal and hugged him.
Me while still hugging him: "You shouldn't have!"
Faisal: "Km far 3ndna."
I hugged him tighter, and ignored the far part.
"3shan kitha ma jeet hiking today. I was worried when you didn't answer your phone" I said while pulling away.
Faisal let out a chuckle: "Yea."
Me: "Thank you Fasoooolii I love you wallaaa!!!"
He smiled: "Me too."
I went over to hug everyone else.
When I got to Saud it was awkward, I didn't know if I should hug him or not, but I did, and I'm so glad I did.
His back 3ree'6 and the way he wrapped his arms around me, uhh. :')
He whispered: "Happy birthday beauty queen."
:')
I saw Malak, and whispered to Reem: "What the f is doing here?"
Reem: "She invited herself."
Of course, I should have known.
She was talking to Turki and she saw me looking, and came over.
Malak screamed: "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!"
I faked a smile: "Thanks."
She came in for a hug, no. :'(
I hugged her and when I let go I heard singing.
Everyone was singing happy birthday and Faisal was carrying the cake.
I blew the candles, and made my wish.
He put the cake on the table, and took a piece of it with his hands.
I realized what he was about to do but it was too late: "FAISAL NO!"
He shoved it in my face.
So I took a piece and shoved it in his.
We all started laughing, and I headed to the bathroom to wash off.
When I got back the music was already on and everyone was dancing.
I saw the girls dancing around Faisal, trying to get him to dance.
I looked at him and smiled, he looked at me and shrugged.
My favorite song started playing.
Saud was talking to Aziz, so I pulled him.
Me: "Dance with me this is my favorite song."
We started dancing and he had his hands on my waist... It was awkward, yet amazing.
He whispered something in my ear: "I have a gift for you."
I looked at him in wonder, what has he got me?
He then whispered: "I'm going to give it to you at 12, when it's your actual birthday."
I smiled and continued dancing with his hands on my waist and our eyes locked.
I was sitting with Saud and Aziz, and Jenna and Reeem ran to me and pointed at something I wish I hadn't seen.
Malak and Turki...
Making out...
ye333333333333333.
I stuck my finger in my mouth and gestured a gag motion: "Y3"
Reem: "Well that put the "Turki likes me" thing to rest."
Me: "You're better off, w3 lw3o kabdi."
It was 11:30 and everyone was leaving.
I went over to Faisal and thanked him again.
Me: "Keef sweet kl hatha bdon ma a7s?"
Faisal winked: "Mafii shy y93b 3ly."
I laughed, hugged him, and thanked him one more time.
We were about to leave when Saud came: "Would you girls mind law asrgha mnkom shway?"
The girls laughed and agreed.
Everyone left and we were walking back to my dorm.
There was one minute left to my birthday.
Saud: "Any last words to your 17 year old self?"
Me: "Nah, I'm over it."
He smiled: "Happy birthday, and handed me a small box."
It was a beautiful Tiffany ring with a note with it.
I held it to my chest: "I loooove it!!!!! Thank you so much Saud." <3
He held my hand: "Tstahleen akthr."
We kept walking with my hand in his, and we got to the dorm.
Me: "Well... Thanks again for the gift walla!"
He smiled, and as I was going to walk to the door; He pulled my hand, smiled, and said: "Ohhh noo, You really didn't think you're off that easy."
He leaned in: "Come here." and for the second my heart skipped a beat.
He got closer and I could feel his breath on my skin.
He kissed my cheek.
:')
:')
:')
:')
I blushed and he stretched and started playing with his hair, fhmto keef? 7ata ho ista7a :') <3
Saud: "Ahh well ana shklii broo7" Then he whispered: "I hope it's a birthday to remember."
It is Saud, it really is. :')
I made my way to the door and turned back and looked at him one more time then went inside.
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Monday, January 27, 2014
Chapter -11-
A long chapter bss l 3yoonkm, please please comment o give me feedback 3shan agdr akml!! :(
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I changed and got my cup of tea, sat under the covers, and checked my phone.
SaudAlflani: You up?
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Lama_Alflani: Yea.
SaudAlflani: Why are you still up?
Lama_Alflani: I don't know. I told you I don't sleep :p
SaudAlflani: Would you mind joining me outside?
Lama_Alflani: What are you doing outside this time of night?
SaudAlflani: I like it outside this time of night. :p
Lama_Alflani: Mmm...
SaudAlflani: Hahaha, join me?
I didn't know whether or not I should. I mean, I don't want him to get the wrong idea, but at the same time mabii y7sb kl shy afhma '3l6, we're friends after all.
Lama_Alflani: Where are you?
SaudAlflani: By the big tree 3rfteeha?
Lama_Alflani: Yea, tara mr7 a'3yr :p
SaudAlflani: Looool o ana glt lk '3yriii?
I put a cardigan on, and headed outside with my cup of tea.
He was sitting on the grass under the tree.
Saud: "7ay allah Lama."
Me: "Allah y7yeek."
I sat on the grass and we were looking at a view of the campus. =))
Saud: "Shd3wa ma sweetii lna m3k."
I took a sip: "Nope."
He laughed.
He whispered something in my ear, and then took the mug and drank it.
Me: "Heeeey laaa ma asht'hiii mn b3d a7d."
Saud: "Then lucky me I get to drink all the rest."
5zeetaa o '6rbt ydaa.
Saud: "Ee tell me more about you Miss Lama."
Lama: "Esh tbii t3rf? I don't really like talking about myself."
Saud: "Mdrii I want to know more about you."
Lama: "Hmm... Lama Abdulrahman Alflani, b9eer 18 in a couple of days. I have a sister and a brother, o ana a5r el3ngood. I just graduated o I'm planning on attending college here in the US bs alah a3lm. o enta?"
Saud: "Saud Khalid Alflani... 19, I have one brother and 3 sisters, I'm a middle child. I just graduated as well o I'm thinking of taking a semester off then going to london for college."
Lama: "Why the semester off?"
Saud: "Mdrii, I want to clear my mind and travel."
Lama: "Lucky you. My parents would never allow that."
Saud put his hands up: "Parents."
Lama: "Tell me about it."
Saud: "Sometimes I feel like my family doesn't care about what I want."
Me: "Yea, I know what you mean."
Saud: "How come?"
Me:"I don't know. I feel like my mother only cares about my accomplishments when my sister fails."
Saud: "We're kind of on the same boat. My dad wants me to follow in his and my brother's footsteps and become a doctor, o I don't want to. O y7s anything other than that is failure."
Me: "What do you want to be?"
Saud: "I would love to be an architect."
Me: "6b that's amazing. Don't let anyone make you what they want you to be."
He looked at the ground: "I'm trying."
He lifted his head and looked at me: "What about you?"
Me: "What about me?"
Saud: "El7een meen y3eed kalam meen."
I laughed.
Saud: "Esh tben t9eereen?"
Me: "I don't know."
Saud: "Golii I know but I don't want to tell you."
Me: "Okay. I do, but I don't want to tell you."
Saud: "Yalla 3ad tell me."
Me: "You're going to think it's stupid."
Saud: "I won't walla."
Me: "I want to write."
Saud: "Write esh? ash3ar o kitha?"
Me: "Ash3ar, 5wa6r, stories, my thoughts."
Saud: "6yb take your own advice o don't let anyone tell you you can't o do what you want."
I smiled: "I have a habit of not taking my own advice, but here's hoping."
He smiled, and lied down on the grass.
I decided to join him.
We were quite for a couple of minutes.
Me: "You know what this reminds me of?"
Saud: "Yea?"
Me: "Chasing cars by the snow petrol."
Saud: "I love that song."
Me: "Me too."
He was playing with something: "Hmm... Soo... What's your talent?"
Me: "I don't have one."
Saud: "Everyone has a talent."
Me: "I don't"
Saud: "I bet you sing or dance."
I looked at him and smiled.
He got up: "That's it 97? You can sing?"
I laughed: "I'm not singing Saud drop it."
Saud: "Leh kl shy bl7na m3k."
Me: "Noo."
He held my hand: "PLEASE!"
I couldn't pull it away. :')
Me: "Ast7iii."
Saud: "Shd3wa tst7een mni shftk o enti nayma."
I hit him: "Hey!"
He laughed.
He looked me in the eye: "Yalla."
I started singing: "If I lay here, if I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
He gestured with his hands for me to continue.
I kept on singing with my eyes in his: "All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes they're all I can see."
He gestured with his hands for me to continue.
I kept on singing with my eyes in his: "All that I am, all that I ever was, is here in your perfect eyes they're all I can see."
I covered my face with my hands.
He pulled my hands away from my face, and kept looking at my eyes with my hands still in his hands.
He didn't say anything so I said: "Nshzt?"
Saud: "La la Lama laa. That... That was... Amazing."
He didn't say anything so I said: "Nshzt?"
Saud: "La la Lama laa. That... That was... Amazing."
Here he goes with the way he says lama again. :') His voice is sooooo deep, o t3rfon elii mb7o7 ykon? Mra 7elo :")
Estaw3bt that my hands were still in his so I pulled them away and lied back down.
Me: "Aren't you sleepy?"
He smiled: "I don't mind losing sleep for you."
I blushed like crazy. 9dg 5doodii 3bara 3n 6ma6teen.
He opened the front camera and put his phone up and said: "Yalla give me a funny face."
We started goofing around and taking pictures.
He put his phone down and looked at me: "Esh kant fkrtk 3ni awl ma shfteeni?"
Me: "Hmm... A7sk t7s nfsk 7lo."
He laughed: "Keef y3nii?"
Me: "Mdrii y3nii you walk around ktha cool and chill and hot."
Saud: "So... You think I'm hot?"
Me: "Shut up you know what I mean."
He put his hand in front of my face: "La 5la9 you can't take it back you think I'm hot."
I laughed: "What was yours?"
Saud: "Wow."
Me: "Wow?"
Saud: "Yes, wow. At first I thought you were just a pretty face. B3deen a7la 9dfa jlstni jmbk o I got to know you better bil plane o mdrii I couldn't stop thinking about you."
I smiled. I had no idea what to say, he kept making me blush.
I finally said: "Well, I'm glad I could leave a lasting impression."
He smiled and threw a rock.
Me: "Quick. Favorite movie?"
Saud: "Easy. Scream."
Me: "Scream? Seriously?"
He laughed: "Yes."
Me: "Hmm... Okay..."
Saud: "What's yours?"
Me: "This is going to sound cliché, but The Notebook."
Saud: "Why am I not surprised?"
Me: "No, seriously it's an amazing movie. It's not about Ryan walla."
Me: "Y3ni the meaning behind it. Shoof how many years they spent apart after only two weeks together, o they were still crazy for each other."
He kept looking and then looked at me and said: "Love is the perfect moment that never ends."
I had a look of shock on my face. These words coming out of a guy's mouth?
I smiled: "Exactly. It's weird coming from a guy."
Saud laughed and said: "Ya 7leelk. My sister tdrsnii romance. Tgoolii you have to be prepared for zoojtk o I have to treat her right."
Me: "Well, your sister is very wise."
He smiled.
I felt like it was getting late.
Me: "Yalla ana ast2thnk."
Saud: "I'll walk you to your dorm."
I couldn't say no. I didn't say no. I want to spend more time with him.
I smiled: "Okay."
We were standing in front of the girls building.
Saud: "I had fun."
Me: "Me too."
Saud: "We should do this again."
I smiled: "Y9eer 5eer."
We had an awkward moment. I didn't know if I should leave or stay or say good bye.
Me: "Umm... yalla nshoofk."
Saved.
He gave me the biggest smile: "Nshoofk."
And I went inside with butterflies dancing around my stomach.
I never ever thought I'd like him this much. :')
I snuck in and quickly went under the covers, it was freezing.
I decided to look through twitter until I fall asleep.
He tweeted: And out of nowhere, I found you here, in my heart.
:')
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"Isn't it kind of amazing how a person who was once a complete stranger, can suddenly, without warning, mean the entire world to you?"
He put his phone down and looked at me: "Esh kant fkrtk 3ni awl ma shfteeni?"
Me: "Hmm... A7sk t7s nfsk 7lo."
He laughed: "Keef y3nii?"
Me: "Mdrii y3nii you walk around ktha cool and chill and hot."
Saud: "So... You think I'm hot?"
Me: "Shut up you know what I mean."
He put his hand in front of my face: "La 5la9 you can't take it back you think I'm hot."
I laughed: "What was yours?"
Saud: "Wow."
Me: "Wow?"
Saud: "Yes, wow. At first I thought you were just a pretty face. B3deen a7la 9dfa jlstni jmbk o I got to know you better bil plane o mdrii I couldn't stop thinking about you."
I smiled. I had no idea what to say, he kept making me blush.
I finally said: "Well, I'm glad I could leave a lasting impression."
He smiled and threw a rock.
Me: "Quick. Favorite movie?"
Saud: "Easy. Scream."
Me: "Scream? Seriously?"
He laughed: "Yes."
Me: "Hmm... Okay..."
Saud: "What's yours?"
Me: "This is going to sound cliché, but The Notebook."
Saud: "Why am I not surprised?"
Me: "No, seriously it's an amazing movie. It's not about Ryan walla."
Me: "Y3ni the meaning behind it. Shoof how many years they spent apart after only two weeks together, o they were still crazy for each other."
He kept looking and then looked at me and said: "Love is the perfect moment that never ends."
I had a look of shock on my face. These words coming out of a guy's mouth?
I smiled: "Exactly. It's weird coming from a guy."
Saud laughed and said: "Ya 7leelk. My sister tdrsnii romance. Tgoolii you have to be prepared for zoojtk o I have to treat her right."
Me: "Well, your sister is very wise."
He smiled.
I felt like it was getting late.
Me: "Yalla ana ast2thnk."
Saud: "I'll walk you to your dorm."
I couldn't say no. I didn't say no. I want to spend more time with him.
I smiled: "Okay."
We were standing in front of the girls building.
Saud: "I had fun."
Me: "Me too."
Saud: "We should do this again."
I smiled: "Y9eer 5eer."
We had an awkward moment. I didn't know if I should leave or stay or say good bye.
Me: "Umm... yalla nshoofk."
Saved.
He gave me the biggest smile: "Nshoofk."
And I went inside with butterflies dancing around my stomach.
I never ever thought I'd like him this much. :')
I snuck in and quickly went under the covers, it was freezing.
I decided to look through twitter until I fall asleep.
He tweeted: And out of nowhere, I found you here, in my heart.
:')
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"Isn't it kind of amazing how a person who was once a complete stranger, can suddenly, without warning, mean the entire world to you?"
Saturday, January 25, 2014
Chapter -10-
Saud's POV-
I. Can't. Stop. Thinking. About. Her.
Maybe I should send her something nice to let her know that I'm thinking about her?
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I woke up to Jenna and Reem's 7shhh.
Me: "Mn 9ba7 allah 5eer t7shoon?"
Reem: "Guess who's joining this week?"
After the weekend is the beginning of the second session.
I said while yawning: "Meen?"
"Malak." said Jenna with a look of disgust on her face.
Me: "No way. w3333 wsh jybhaa hnaaaa."
Reem: "Mdrii I just read her tweet. La3t kbdii 8sm belah!"
Me: "3adi 5ala9 wsh 3leena mnha let's just ignore her existence lama tjii."
Malak is so mean. kant kila t7awl tfrg beena o tngl kalam o mthln if she knew you had a crush on a guy t5awii bs 3shan tghrk. Eb e5t9ar she's a heartless bitch.
Jenna: "Yea o la t3zmooha wla mkan even law 7awlt titl9g!"
I nodded then rested my head back on the pillow. Today's a Saturday so it's still the weekend.
I checked twitter.
Saud tweeted: You’ve built your walls so high that no one could climb them, but I’m gonna try.
Oh what's this? I have a dm!
"من يقول الزين ما يكمل حلاه؟ كل شيء فيك اكتمل"
My heart was beating so hard I couldn't keep up with it.
Wjhiii tshgaaag mn el ebtsama.
Jenna: "Shoofii ebtsamat'ha 7tshg wjeha!"
Reem laughed: "Shfeek?"
I pulled the cover over my head: "AHHH BANATT!!!"
Jenna nudged reem o galat eb nbrat estehbal: "Are you in LOOOOOVEEEE?"
Me: "Klo zg mr7 agoolkm."
Reem: "La la tmz7 tell us."
I showed them my phone: "Look."
Both of them at the same time: "CUUUUUTEEEE!"
Me: "I know!!!!!!!!! Eshhh ard!!!!"
Reem: "Gooli thank you."
Me: "Bs?"
Jenna: "Ee ajl esh b3d."
Me: "Okay!"
I replied back: "Shkraaaan!"
He replied back right away.
SaudAlflani: Oh that wasn't for you. I was just singing. :p
Lama_Alflani: Oh really? :p
SaudAlflani: Yes really.
Lama_Alflani: Hmm okay 9ootk nshaz '3ni mkan thanii.
SaudAlFlani: :o! jbhtii!
I went to the bathroom washed up, prayed, and got dressed.
I came back to a dm from Saud.
SaudAlflani: What's your plans for today?
Lama_Alflani: No idea yet, you?
SaudAlflani: Turki just called me and they're having breakfast but after that mdri.
Lama_Alflani: So, see you around then?
SaudAlflani: See you around then.
Lama_AlFlani: Why do you keep repeating what I say? -_-
SaudAlFlani: Am I repeating everything you say?
Lama_Alflani: Baby
SaudAlflani: I'm your baby? :$
Lama_Alflani: I meant baby as in bzr...
SaudAlflani: I'm your baby 5la9.
I ignored him.
Me: "Banat esh bnswii elyoom?"
Jenna: "I was just talking to Bandar."
Reem: "Talking to Bandar haa? ;)"
Jenna: "Shut up. Klmnii o galii fii concert tonight 7g Rihanna!"
Me: "ALAH! let's gooooo!"
Jenna: "But..."
Reem: "There's always a but."
Jenna: "Ybda at 10 o ma y5l9 ella 12 aw later ymkn!"
Me: "Ah shit! The curfew!"
Jenna: "Ewaa, hwa 5ayf eno nt25rr."
Reem: "Hmm... lazm ntjm3 m3hom o nshoof keef!"
We met up in the yard and sat down and started planning it.
Reem: "6yb leeh ma na5th permission mn el councilor?"
Turki: "Mafi aml yr'6oon."
Saud: "Ana agool nroo7 o n6l3 gbl ma y5l9 eb shwy."
Faisal: "Ya shee5!! I say we sneak in walla wla 6go lna 5abar!"
After all the arguing we bought the tickets and decided to risk it! YOLO 97? LOOL =))
The rest of the day flew by, and we went to our room to get ready.
I wore my light wash jeans, a Rihanna shirt g9eet'ha mn t7t o rb6taha because it was too big on me.
We were going to walk to the arena because it was close by, like a 15-20 minutes walk.
We were walking and Saud came and walked beside me.
Saud pointed at where I reached him and said: "Yl ntfa."
Me: "Well, you know what they say. God only let things grow until they're perfect."
He wasn't the tallest, but compared to me he was huge.
He laughed.
I smiled and walked in front of him.
We went to the concert and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!
I was dancing and singing my heart out.
I looked at Saud and he was looking at me.
In that moment, it felt like it was just our eyes, and the music. It was amazing.
I looked at the time.
Me: "GUYS! GUYS!"
None of them could hear me with all the noise.
I nudged Faisal's shoulder and pointed at my watch.
Ashr lii eb yda theek eleshara eli estani fhmto?
It was 11:30, we were already out 30 minutes pass curfew.
I nudged the rest, and they started following me.
We all went outside and we were still hyped up!
Reem: "Run people run walla bythb7oona!"
We started running to try to get to the camp faster.
When we got there Mrs. Barbra was at the door tapping her shoe on the ground.
Mrs. Barbra: "Do you realize what time it is?"
Me: "Yes, we're sorry we're late but..."
Mrs. Barbra: "But nothing! I'm gonna have to call your parents."
All of us: "NO!"
I'm sure my parents will be worried sick, and I mean they know about Faisal but I don't want them to get the wrong idea about the rest.
Saud: "Mrs. Barba look they told me to take the bus but I insisted that we walk and I'm sorry we're late."
Mrs. Barba: "Look, I'm gonna let it slip this time, but next time I will expel you all. We don't tolerate this kind of behavior here. You got it?
All of us: "We got it."
We walked as fast as we could.
Bandar: "Walla ink kfooooooo!!!!"
Saud laughed and high fived Bandar.
Me: "Smooth. Shklk mt3wd 3la el kthb."
He flashed me a smile.
They headed back to their room and we headed back to ours.
I changed and got my cup of tea, sat under the covers, and checked my phone.
SaudAlflani: You up?
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I. Can't. Stop. Thinking. About. Her.
Maybe I should send her something nice to let her know that I'm thinking about her?
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I woke up to Jenna and Reem's 7shhh.
Me: "Mn 9ba7 allah 5eer t7shoon?"
Reem: "Guess who's joining this week?"
After the weekend is the beginning of the second session.
I said while yawning: "Meen?"
"Malak." said Jenna with a look of disgust on her face.
Me: "No way. w3333 wsh jybhaa hnaaaa."
Reem: "Mdrii I just read her tweet. La3t kbdii 8sm belah!"
Me: "3adi 5ala9 wsh 3leena mnha let's just ignore her existence lama tjii."
Malak is so mean. kant kila t7awl tfrg beena o tngl kalam o mthln if she knew you had a crush on a guy t5awii bs 3shan tghrk. Eb e5t9ar she's a heartless bitch.
Jenna: "Yea o la t3zmooha wla mkan even law 7awlt titl9g!"
I nodded then rested my head back on the pillow. Today's a Saturday so it's still the weekend.
I checked twitter.
Saud tweeted: You’ve built your walls so high that no one could climb them, but I’m gonna try.
Oh what's this? I have a dm!
"من يقول الزين ما يكمل حلاه؟ كل شيء فيك اكتمل"
My heart was beating so hard I couldn't keep up with it.
Wjhiii tshgaaag mn el ebtsama.
Jenna: "Shoofii ebtsamat'ha 7tshg wjeha!"
Reem laughed: "Shfeek?"
I pulled the cover over my head: "AHHH BANATT!!!"
Jenna nudged reem o galat eb nbrat estehbal: "Are you in LOOOOOVEEEE?"
Me: "Klo zg mr7 agoolkm."
Reem: "La la tmz7 tell us."
I showed them my phone: "Look."
Both of them at the same time: "CUUUUUTEEEE!"
Me: "I know!!!!!!!!! Eshhh ard!!!!"
Reem: "Gooli thank you."
Me: "Bs?"
Jenna: "Ee ajl esh b3d."
Me: "Okay!"
I replied back: "Shkraaaan!"
He replied back right away.
SaudAlflani: Oh that wasn't for you. I was just singing. :p
Lama_Alflani: Oh really? :p
SaudAlflani: Yes really.
Lama_Alflani: Hmm okay 9ootk nshaz '3ni mkan thanii.
SaudAlFlani: :o! jbhtii!
I went to the bathroom washed up, prayed, and got dressed.
I came back to a dm from Saud.
SaudAlflani: What's your plans for today?
Lama_Alflani: No idea yet, you?
SaudAlflani: Turki just called me and they're having breakfast but after that mdri.
Lama_Alflani: So, see you around then?
SaudAlflani: See you around then.
Lama_AlFlani: Why do you keep repeating what I say? -_-
SaudAlFlani: Am I repeating everything you say?
Lama_Alflani: Baby
SaudAlflani: I'm your baby? :$
Lama_Alflani: I meant baby as in bzr...
SaudAlflani: I'm your baby 5la9.
I ignored him.
Me: "Banat esh bnswii elyoom?"
Jenna: "I was just talking to Bandar."
Reem: "Talking to Bandar haa? ;)"
Jenna: "Shut up. Klmnii o galii fii concert tonight 7g Rihanna!"
Me: "ALAH! let's gooooo!"
Jenna: "But..."
Reem: "There's always a but."
Jenna: "Ybda at 10 o ma y5l9 ella 12 aw later ymkn!"
Me: "Ah shit! The curfew!"
Jenna: "Ewaa, hwa 5ayf eno nt25rr."
Reem: "Hmm... lazm ntjm3 m3hom o nshoof keef!"
We met up in the yard and sat down and started planning it.
Reem: "6yb leeh ma na5th permission mn el councilor?"
Turki: "Mafi aml yr'6oon."
Saud: "Ana agool nroo7 o n6l3 gbl ma y5l9 eb shwy."
Faisal: "Ya shee5!! I say we sneak in walla wla 6go lna 5abar!"
After all the arguing we bought the tickets and decided to risk it! YOLO 97? LOOL =))
The rest of the day flew by, and we went to our room to get ready.
I wore my light wash jeans, a Rihanna shirt g9eet'ha mn t7t o rb6taha because it was too big on me.
We were going to walk to the arena because it was close by, like a 15-20 minutes walk.
We were walking and Saud came and walked beside me.
Saud pointed at where I reached him and said: "Yl ntfa."
Me: "Well, you know what they say. God only let things grow until they're perfect."
He wasn't the tallest, but compared to me he was huge.
He laughed.
I smiled and walked in front of him.
We went to the concert and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!
I was dancing and singing my heart out.
I looked at Saud and he was looking at me.
In that moment, it felt like it was just our eyes, and the music. It was amazing.
I looked at the time.
Me: "GUYS! GUYS!"
None of them could hear me with all the noise.
I nudged Faisal's shoulder and pointed at my watch.
Ashr lii eb yda theek eleshara eli estani fhmto?
It was 11:30, we were already out 30 minutes pass curfew.
I nudged the rest, and they started following me.
We all went outside and we were still hyped up!
Reem: "Run people run walla bythb7oona!"
We started running to try to get to the camp faster.
When we got there Mrs. Barbra was at the door tapping her shoe on the ground.
Mrs. Barbra: "Do you realize what time it is?"
Me: "Yes, we're sorry we're late but..."
Mrs. Barbra: "But nothing! I'm gonna have to call your parents."
All of us: "NO!"
I'm sure my parents will be worried sick, and I mean they know about Faisal but I don't want them to get the wrong idea about the rest.
Saud: "Mrs. Barba look they told me to take the bus but I insisted that we walk and I'm sorry we're late."
Mrs. Barba: "Look, I'm gonna let it slip this time, but next time I will expel you all. We don't tolerate this kind of behavior here. You got it?
All of us: "We got it."
We walked as fast as we could.
Bandar: "Walla ink kfooooooo!!!!"
Saud laughed and high fived Bandar.
Me: "Smooth. Shklk mt3wd 3la el kthb."
He flashed me a smile.
They headed back to their room and we headed back to ours.
I changed and got my cup of tea, sat under the covers, and checked my phone.
SaudAlflani: You up?
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Tuesday, January 21, 2014
Chapter -9-
Me: "Oh lsa ma shft jwalii. Enshallah I guess."
He smiled and left.
HIS SMILE >
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I didn't have classes after that, so I decided to relax in my room and listen to music.
The sound of Majeed filled my room as I was arranging the mess.
Jenna: "HONEY I'M HOME."
I laughed at how she says the same exact thing every time she enters the room.
Reem seemed pissed.
She threw herself on the bed and covered her face with the pillow: "7zrooo esh!"
Me:"Esh feek?"
Reem: "T'hawsht m3 Waleed."
Reem: "The guy eli glt lkom 3na b riyadh! UGH, YSTFZZZ."
Me: "Esh 9aaaar?"
She showed us the chat.
He smiled and left.
HIS SMILE >
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I didn't have classes after that, so I decided to relax in my room and listen to music.
The sound of Majeed filled my room as I was arranging the mess.
Jenna: "HONEY I'M HOME."
I laughed at how she says the same exact thing every time she enters the room.
Reem seemed pissed.
She threw herself on the bed and covered her face with the pillow: "7zrooo esh!"
Me:"Esh feek?"
Reem: "T'hawsht m3 Waleed."
Jenna: "Waleed?"
Reem: "The guy eli glt lkom 3na b riyadh! UGH, YSTFZZZ."
Me: "Esh 9aaaar?"
She showed us the chat.
-Waleed and Reem's chat-
Waleed: Esh jalsa tsween ya 7lwa? <3
Reem: Omw to Jenna's class. You? :p
Waleed: M3 el shbab. M3 meen?
Reem: Faisal.
Waleed: Who the hell is Faisal? :s
Reem: My friend :/
Waleed: Hahahaa =))
Reem: ??? :/
Waleed: Aha gooli mn awl n'6amk ajls m3 3yal o kitha =))
Reem: Wtf esh hal 3gleya??? Faisal is my friend! o '3eer kitha it's camp y3nii akeed bnjls m3 boys
Waleed: Ee ya omi msheeha 3la '3eeri gal my friend ajal =))
Reem: 3dl esloobk :)
Waleed: Manii m3dlaa roo7i l Faisal bs =))
-Back to us-
Me: "ESH Y7S FIIII!!!!!! MT5LFFFF."
Jenna: "Y33 wallahi lw ana mnk ma aklmo after this, he showed his true colors!"
Reem: "I ignored him b3daha esh y3niiiii ghrniiiiiiii."
Me: "Don't think about him yakl zg!"
Reem: "I know bs!"
Me: "Bs esh? Please don't tell me you said you loved him!"
Reem: "NO! I didn't bs I've never seen this side of him!"
Me: "Ee 6b3n el3yal ma ybynoon 3l6ool. Lhom 100 wjh."
Reem: "Ghrni ghrniiiiii"
Me: "Ma 3leek mna we'll take your mind off things tonight bnfr7k!!! Esh btlbseen?"
Reem: "Mdrii I'm thinking about wearing something fancy. Esht'het aksh5."
Jenna: "Ewaa me too!!!"
I winked at Jenna: "Jenna t't3dleen l 7beeb elglb? ;)"
She blushed and turned into a tomato: "HEY YA KALBA!!!!"
Reem: "Jenna elbsii your floral dress thak mara 7loo 3leek!"
Jenna: "t9dgiii nseetaa! Shkraaaann."
Me: "Meta bn6l3?"
Reem: "7."
It was still 3, so we had plenty of time still.
We started getting ready at 5. You know us girls, we take forever to get ready.
I wore my peach skirt, tucked in a white flowy top that showed off my collar bones.
My skin was being good to me, so I applied some blusher, mascara, and lipstick.
We all took the bus to head to downtown, and we me the guys there.
They told us to meet them at topshop.
We went to the guys section and we saw Bandar standing in front of a mirror looking at a jacket he had on.
Jenna: "Looks good on you."
He smiled: "Shkraaan."
Faisal came out of the dressing room, and I must say he looked HOT! Kan labs gmee9 with a vest on it, and beige pants.
He took a look in the mirror and said: "Wshhh zeeeeenii. B5geg el bnat elyoom."
I laughed: "Ya kbr rask bss."
He gave me an innocent look: "Ma y7lg lii?"
I hit him on the shoulder.
Turki was sitting but I don't see any sign of Saud. I wanted to ask Faisal, but I know what he was going to think f ma s2lta.
They kept trying on clothes and Jenna was helping Bandar and Reem was talking to Turki.
Me: "Shklaa leelkom 6weel. Bnt'6rkm bara."
I went down the escalator and headed outside.
I saw Saud leaning his back on a wall and... SMOKING!
I walked over to him.
I had a look of disgust on my face: "You smoke?"
He threw the cigarette on the floor and stepped on it.
Saud: "Ll asf."
Me: "You know it's bad for you 97?"
He smiled: "I've heard."
I shouldn't care what he does or doesn't do, it's not like he's my boyfriend y3ni.
Me: "Zeen."
Reem, Jenna, and the guys walked out of the store.
Turki: "Msheena?"
Saud looked at me and then said: "Msheena."
We started walking around and going to some stores.
Me: "J3t."
Faisal: "6b3n far."
I gave him the death stare.
Reem: "Asht'hiii sushiii!"
Me: "Yummm me too!"
Turki: "Tkrm el n3ma."
We went to the guys section and we saw Bandar standing in front of a mirror looking at a jacket he had on.
Jenna: "Looks good on you."
He smiled: "Shkraaan."
Faisal came out of the dressing room, and I must say he looked HOT! Kan labs gmee9 with a vest on it, and beige pants.
He took a look in the mirror and said: "Wshhh zeeeeenii. B5geg el bnat elyoom."
I laughed: "Ya kbr rask bss."
He gave me an innocent look: "Ma y7lg lii?"
I hit him on the shoulder.
Turki was sitting but I don't see any sign of Saud. I wanted to ask Faisal, but I know what he was going to think f ma s2lta.
They kept trying on clothes and Jenna was helping Bandar and Reem was talking to Turki.
Me: "Shklaa leelkom 6weel. Bnt'6rkm bara."
I went down the escalator and headed outside.
I saw Saud leaning his back on a wall and... SMOKING!
I walked over to him.
I had a look of disgust on my face: "You smoke?"
He threw the cigarette on the floor and stepped on it.
Saud: "Ll asf."
Me: "You know it's bad for you 97?"
He smiled: "I've heard."
I shouldn't care what he does or doesn't do, it's not like he's my boyfriend y3ni.
Me: "Zeen."
Reem, Jenna, and the guys walked out of the store.
Turki: "Msheena?"
Saud looked at me and then said: "Msheena."
We started walking around and going to some stores.
Me: "J3t."
Faisal: "6b3n far."
I gave him the death stare.
Reem: "Asht'hiii sushiii!"
Me: "Yummm me too!"
Turki: "Tkrm el n3ma."
Jenna: "Ma tboon burgers?"
We all agreed to eat at In N Out.
We got what everyone wanted and Saud and I headed to the register.
Saud: "I heard your birthday was in a couple of days."
Me: "Mmm..."
Saud: "18? Ya 7leelk."
Me: "Ha-ha"
The guy interrupted him and took our orders, and we went back to our table.
Bandar: "Esm3o tit7dooni ad5l this paper ball bl zbala eli hnak?"
Turki: "Ma tsweeha."
Bandar threw the paper ball and it went inside.
We all clapped.
Faisal: "OHHHHH YABOO M7MD!! Moo haayn wallaa!"
In the midst of all the noise, Saud pointed at the door and I knew he meant that I should go out after him.
He stepped out and I joined him after a couple of minutes.
Me: "Shfeek?"
Saud: "Let's walk shwy."
Me: "But el banat..."
He interrupted: "They can wait, 5lna ntmsha shwaya bs."
We started walking and we saw a photobooth.
He pulled me from my hand and went inside the booth.
There was a butterfly party in my stomach, but I didn't want him thinking it was okay.
Me: "Hey la tmsk yadi!!"
Saud: "Smile."
The count down started. 5.. 4.. 3... 2.. 1.. We took 4 pictures of us goofing around and smiling.
We got out the photo booth and he took the two strips of pictures.
He handed me one: "W7da lii o w7da lkk."
I smiled and looked at the picture. He looked so good!
Reem calling...
Reem: "Hey ween r7too!!!"
Me: "Umm... laa bss kan bywreenii shy Saud now jayeenkom weenkoom?"
Reem: "Gdam elrecord store yalla bsr3a."
Me: "Yalla jeenakom."
We walked over and saw them.
Faisal seemed pissed, so I tried to avoid him.
Turki: "Haa wdkmm movie?"
Bandar: "Ee ygooloon nzl thak elmovie eli y5wf shkla jamd."
Saud:" Yalla gdam."
I know for a fact that Faisal really hates scary movies, so I nudged him.
I whispered: "Are you okay with this?"
Faisal: "Ee shd3wa 7sasteeni baby."
Me: "Okay."
We went to the movie theatre and got our tickets and headed to the screen.
We sat like this.
Turki - Saud - Bandar - Jenna - Reem Faisal - Me
Halfway through the movie, 9ar shay mara y5wf.
Faisal held my arm. Ma msk el kaff msk el thraa3 fhmto g9dii?
I knew this movie is uncomfortable to him, I have no idea why he didn't say anything.
I whispered: "Wanna leave?"
He looked at me like he wanted to say no but he couldn't: "Umm... Ee."
We went outside and I could see Saud looking at us as we left.
Me: "Are you okay?"
He cleared his through: "E7mm ee ee. Thank you for understanding Lama."
I remember he told me something a year or two ago about horror movies and that something happened to him o hoo 9'3eer and now he's terribly afraid of them.
bss t3rfoon elawlad lazm ywroonk enhom agwya.
I smiled: "Shd3wa ya klb."
We sat on the steps outside in front of the theatre and we talked until the movie was over and they came out.
The bar next to the movies were playing Talk Dirty To Me and I felt like dancing.
Me: "I love this song. Goom erg9 m3iiii."
Faisal: "Laa wsh shayftniii."
I looked at him: "Keefk your loss." and I started dancing.
He was laughing at how silly I looked, dancing by myself on the street.
6l3oo elbageen.
Jenna: "Shfeekm 6l3too?"
Faisal enb39.
Me: "5fttt."
Faisal looked at me and smiled a "thank you" smile.
Turki: "Zeen yalla nmshi t25r el wgt."
We went back home.
I changed, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and made me a cup of tea.
I tweeted: Fun fun day!
Faisal and Turki retweeted my tweet.
Saud tweeted:
"I don't have a care in the world when I'm with you."
Does he mean me? :')
I keep tossing and turning. Thinking about HIM! Get some sleep Lama!
Saud's POV-
I. Can't. Stop. Thinking. About. Her.
Maybe I should send her something nice to let her know that I'm thinking about her?
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We all agreed to eat at In N Out.
We got what everyone wanted and Saud and I headed to the register.
Saud: "I heard your birthday was in a couple of days."
Me: "Mmm..."
Saud: "18? Ya 7leelk."
Me: "Ha-ha"
The guy interrupted him and took our orders, and we went back to our table.
Bandar: "Esm3o tit7dooni ad5l this paper ball bl zbala eli hnak?"
Turki: "Ma tsweeha."
Bandar threw the paper ball and it went inside.
We all clapped.
Faisal: "OHHHHH YABOO M7MD!! Moo haayn wallaa!"
In the midst of all the noise, Saud pointed at the door and I knew he meant that I should go out after him.
He stepped out and I joined him after a couple of minutes.
Me: "Shfeek?"
Saud: "Let's walk shwy."
Me: "But el banat..."
He interrupted: "They can wait, 5lna ntmsha shwaya bs."
We started walking and we saw a photobooth.
He pulled me from my hand and went inside the booth.
There was a butterfly party in my stomach, but I didn't want him thinking it was okay.
Me: "Hey la tmsk yadi!!"
Saud: "Smile."
The count down started. 5.. 4.. 3... 2.. 1.. We took 4 pictures of us goofing around and smiling.
We got out the photo booth and he took the two strips of pictures.
He handed me one: "W7da lii o w7da lkk."
I smiled and looked at the picture. He looked so good!
Reem calling...
Reem: "Hey ween r7too!!!"
Me: "Umm... laa bss kan bywreenii shy Saud now jayeenkom weenkoom?"
Reem: "Gdam elrecord store yalla bsr3a."
Me: "Yalla jeenakom."
We walked over and saw them.
Faisal seemed pissed, so I tried to avoid him.
Turki: "Haa wdkmm movie?"
Bandar: "Ee ygooloon nzl thak elmovie eli y5wf shkla jamd."
Saud:" Yalla gdam."
I know for a fact that Faisal really hates scary movies, so I nudged him.
I whispered: "Are you okay with this?"
Faisal: "Ee shd3wa 7sasteeni baby."
Me: "Okay."
We went to the movie theatre and got our tickets and headed to the screen.
We sat like this.
Turki - Saud - Bandar - Jenna - Reem Faisal - Me
Halfway through the movie, 9ar shay mara y5wf.
Faisal held my arm. Ma msk el kaff msk el thraa3 fhmto g9dii?
I knew this movie is uncomfortable to him, I have no idea why he didn't say anything.
I whispered: "Wanna leave?"
He looked at me like he wanted to say no but he couldn't: "Umm... Ee."
We went outside and I could see Saud looking at us as we left.
Me: "Are you okay?"
He cleared his through: "E7mm ee ee. Thank you for understanding Lama."
I remember he told me something a year or two ago about horror movies and that something happened to him o hoo 9'3eer and now he's terribly afraid of them.
bss t3rfoon elawlad lazm ywroonk enhom agwya.
I smiled: "Shd3wa ya klb."
We sat on the steps outside in front of the theatre and we talked until the movie was over and they came out.
The bar next to the movies were playing Talk Dirty To Me and I felt like dancing.
Me: "I love this song. Goom erg9 m3iiii."
Faisal: "Laa wsh shayftniii."
I looked at him: "Keefk your loss." and I started dancing.
He was laughing at how silly I looked, dancing by myself on the street.
6l3oo elbageen.
Jenna: "Shfeekm 6l3too?"
Faisal enb39.
Me: "5fttt."
Faisal looked at me and smiled a "thank you" smile.
Turki: "Zeen yalla nmshi t25r el wgt."
We went back home.
I changed, washed my face, brushed my teeth, and made me a cup of tea.
I tweeted: Fun fun day!
Faisal and Turki retweeted my tweet.
Saud tweeted:
"I don't have a care in the world when I'm with you."
Does he mean me? :')
I keep tossing and turning. Thinking about HIM! Get some sleep Lama!
Saud's POV-
I. Can't. Stop. Thinking. About. Her.
Maybe I should send her something nice to let her know that I'm thinking about her?
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